Damn, it's late at night....

I know I haven't been with you guys recently but I have some new developments in my life which are pretty exciting. I have been doing a lot more with song writing and learning cover songs to play at a friend of mines coffee place they have opened. I've enjoyed playing there and getting to know people who come by to listen to the music. Thanks for all who were able to come out and if you weren't able to then it is perfectly alright. I will have plenty of opportunities to present you all with my good graces. 

The purpose behind this specific blog is simply a realization. I have romanced the idea lately over this whole "probably won't marry but have many loves throughout my life" deal. I soon realized that this would only complicate my life and probably lead to being unhappy. In a way, it was a plot and scheme to just not have commitment in my life. I guess I tend to grow weary and tired of waiting for different things in my life and that was a thought and idea to run away from it. 

Recently, I have met a really cool girl who is a friend of friend. We have been hanging out the past week and she is just everything cool in a girl that you'd want if you were a guy. I guess I am saying the previous sentence as more for my own personal opinion because she might not be what every single guy is looking for. What saddens me is that she is a beautiful girl both physically as well as personality. She is extremely outgoing which is a huge attraction to me. Ultimately, she can bring me out of my shell and make me feel comfortable. I feel silly because I have only known of her for the past week but have had the opportunity to get to know her. It also infuriates me that you will have these amazing girls who fall for the charming, fake, and immature assholes who only want to take advantage of a very beautiful girl. So many guys have forgotten about values, chivalry, and being an all-around gentleman. Too many guys are concerned with "hooking-up" with a girl and making them another notch on their bed post.

What really sickens me is that I used to have this mentality that you find a pretty girl and see what happens physically whether there is an emotional or stable relationship blooming. Every guy seems to want to be casanova and not wait for the person they will be in love with. I just don't think it is right and I am very sad that I was so wrong. I am just glad I didn't do anything stupid that I would soon regret. 

I will keep you all updated on the girl situation. For now, I must retire myself to get about four hours of sleep :(

-Will