Life is wonderful.. :)

I will start off by apologizing for my recent departure from blogging. I have been staying busy with a relationship, church, work, and figuring out what I will do with the rest of my life. Lately, I have been considering a degree in communications to do public relations/advertising. Everything has been going well with the girlfriend except for the fact that I was an idiot and dropped the "I think I am falling in love with you" bomb. If you would have asked me before a couple days ago "what would you take back and make different if you could go back in time" then I would definitely have worded it differently. My only problem was that suddenly I was hit with these overwhelming feelings for this incredible girl and my choices were to either keep it bottled up or tell her how I feel. If I could go back, I would have told her that I have strong feelings for her and that I hope that we can continue our relationship long term. A huge part of me is not wanting her to join the military but at the same time I realize that this could be a really amazing opportunity for her to find a career direction and progress with her life in a positive direction. All I know is that I am always wanting things to go as perfectly as possible even though I know things aren't always going to be a smooth and easy ride. I just want to make her happy and not scare her away because I can be an idiot and say things that I shouldn't always say. I enjoy each and every moment I am with her. I get this overwhelming feeling when I kiss her and I just dont want to stop. She is beautiful and I love so many things about her. I will update you guys as soon as I figure out how much shit I am in :).