Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I know it's been quite a while since my last blog but I was inspired to let you guys peak into my life as of late. It has been about a month and a half since my bilateral hernia surgery and everything has gotten back to feeling normal again. I am still thankful to God every single day that I am alive and healthy and have been blessed with all of my friends and family who are so incredible. I feel so horrible at times of how much I take advantage of how good I truly have it. My parents love me so much and allow me to live at home still so I can save money and not worry about financial stresses. I have friends who are there when I need them. I consider myself to be the luckiest guy in the world much of the time. I think the only thing that could make it better would be the right girl to come into my life. I get so discouraged much of the time because I get impatient and I am so used to getting things when I want and I know that I can't force finding the right person for me. I know that people say that you will find the right person in Gods right time but it gets hard from time to time. I know that I shouldn't feel like I "need" someone to make me more complete. I just need to let nature run its course and focus on what God would have me do in the mean time. I have much to look forward to in the Spring with UWF and focusing in on college and finishing my degree. I also want to be able to concentrate on sharpening my craft in music by practicing guitar, voice, and songwriting. Im ready for an increase in my talents and abilities. Ultimately, I want to continue living a fulfilling life that constantly challenges me to grow as a human being and a child of God.

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