Wednesday, October 29, 2008

My life so far these past few weeks..

How is everyone? I'm doing very well actually. I am quite tired from a night of pizza making and trying to make customers happy. The restraunt(sp?) business can be very wearing on a person. As much as I love the people I work with, I will be happy when the day comes that I can work in my actual field of study. Since I last spoke with you all, I received the opportunity to DJ a halloween dance party which was awesome. I had a whole lot of fun. The best part was the fact that everyone really enjoyed the music I played. I tried my best to roll with the vibe and feed off of their energy and it was a beautiful thing. I like when you learn through your experiences whether they are good or bad. I have also started "talking" with an old friend of mine. To give all of you guys a glimpse of how all this started, I will start from the beginning. One day, I was driving down the road in Pace and was almost positive that I saw my friend riding in the passenger side of her friends car. I message her on facebook and tell her that I thought that I had seen her in a car and was wondering if she was in town. She messages me back to tell me that she is in Atlanta and not in Pace. She begins to reveal to me that she had a difficult time seeing my message because she had to walk away from her computer to collect her thoughts and tears. She tells me that out of all the guys she has known over the years, I have stuck out to her the most and continues to pour her heart out. I find this to be an awesome thing because she is truly an amazing girl. We have been trying to work towards figuring out what is best in this situation. I admire her for pouring out her heart to me and just getting everything out. I'm hoping that something might come out of it that would be in the direction of relationship but it is difficult to tell at the moment. It's hard when she lives 5 hours away and I can't get up and leave to go be with her and visit her. I think the best thing right now is to take it slow and easy. Let whatever happens happen. These type of situations cannot be forced. She has always been an amazing friend that I can talk to about music or whatever. She makes me laugh which I can't say about a lot of girls I know. She has such a free spirit about her and she doesn't try to be anything except for herself. I admire such genuiness. I will update you all later on that situation. I also had my birthday yesterday which makes me 23 years of age. I am excited but at the same time getting the realization that I am just continuing to grow older. When you were little, you got excited about birthdays because you got cake and presents and a big birthday gift. Now that I am older, I realize it is less about the flashiness but more about realizing you are growing old. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy growing older because I can reflect on where I was and where I am today and who I have grown to be. I also enjoyed getting the opportunity to just hang out with my friends. I really don't like any kind of attention brought to me especially with birthdays but I liked that people recognized it and wanted to spend time with me. I had an awesome birthday get together with the people I love. I guess that is all I have at this time. I will see you guys again when the next chapter of my life shall unfold. Take care!

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