Another day in the life of Willy J..

I just got back from Orlando on Wednesday and had a lot of fun. I went down to Universal Studios/Islands of Adventure with some friends from work and it was a blast. While I was there, I managed to get close to a friend of mine. She is an incredible and amazing girl who I have been thinking about a lot lately. We were really affectionate toward one another but I just am not sure if she feels the same way I do. Another situation that sucks is that I am really good friends with her ex-boyfriend so if anything were to happen then that might be awkward. For some reason, I do not feel as though it would because things seem to be good between the two of them. I just think she has amazing qualities. She is probably the sweetest girl I know. She is gorgeous, super intelligient, caring, and the list goes on. I loved running my hands through her soft hair and watching her as she slept on my pillow. She looked so peaceful and angelic. I really enjoyed being around her and being in her embrace. My main concern is how she feels about me though. I don't know if she sees me as a romantic possibility or she just enjoys having me there as a guy friend who she can feel safe around. Another thing that is important to me is that if we were to date, I would want her parents to know that I would treat her like gold. I would cherish her. I would never want to mistreat her in anyway. It's odd but I just can't really describe how I feel about her. Words seem to fall short. It's a descriptive injustice is what it is. I guess the only thing I can do is go with the flow and continue examining if there is anything there. Right now has been sucking pretty bad because I want to get it out and let her know but I just don't want to freak her out if she doesn't feel the same way. I have learned that I shouldn't really worry too much because everything will work itself out. I just hope that there is a possible future between the two of us. All I can do is wait and find out.