It's so late and I have to be up so early..

How is everyone doing? I am doing pretty swell. I am not able to sleep though because my sleep schedule has been so messed up. It's all good though. I have some recent news on my girl situation. I am really bummed but I don't feel like at this moment and time she wants to be more than a friend. Even though I feel like she is an incredible girl, I know that I have to wait and see what happens. Maybe there will be a time later when things might work out in the direction of a possible relationship but right now I am getting the friends zone vibe. I find myself constantly having a weakness to girls who get very comfortable around and become very flirty. I usually take that as signs of a possible connection with that person when in actuality it is just them being "friendly". It sucks because just a moment ago I was watching a movie and trying to go to sleep and I automatically thought back to the ride home from Orlando when we were cuddling and everything was incredible. We were so close in my memory but now we are so far away. I guess I just gotta be strong and let nature take its course. She might be the right girl or there might be another girl who will come along who is perfect for me. Only time will tell. On a lighter note, I am pretty pumped about this semester. I am one step closer to leaving PJC with my two year degree. I am also super excited about being a soccer coach. I am praying to God that the parents of my kids are awesome. I am really concerned also about being a good coach to the little kids. I want to be able to provide them with the proper way to play the game and have fun with it. I think everything will work out and be amazing though.