A night out on the town..

Today has been an adventurous day. I woke up around noon time and lounged in bed. I then watched a little tube and took a shower. Work tonight was pretty hectic because we have a brand new guy and there were only two other people besides me working. After work, I drove downtown to Seville Quarter. I was saddened to see that my friend Carter was not DJing but it was all good. I saw my good buddy James and Garrett and hung with them for awhile. As you know from a previous blog, I have been falling for a girl I work with who was there at Seville dancing with her friends. I have felt different ways for different girls but she is different. I could have talked to other girls but I just didn't have any desire to. She is the one I am after. She is the one I think is awesome and amazing. The sad part of it all is that I feel some kind of loyalty to her. Even though we are not in a relationship, I don't really have the desire to have my eyes on any girl except for her. Sometimes I feel like we could be more than friends and then other times I get the vibe that we are back to the same old same. Everything within me wants to tell her how I feel about her. How I think she is amazing and incredible. I feel like if I do tell her, I will only freak how out. I want to send her sweet texts and call her all the time but I have to hold myself back because I don't want her to not be comfortable with me. Another thing that is different about her is that I start singing sappy love songs. These random songs pop in my head when I think about her. I catch myself singing Savage Garden and Backstreet Boys. I am like "WTF". Why the heck am I singing "I want to stand with you on a mountain and bathe with you in the sea". I guess I am just a hopeless romantic. When I care about someone, I feel like I put all my energy into that person. I find it odd that usually when I am attracted to someone, I often still notice other pretty girls. With her, she is the only one my eyes want to look at. She captivates me. Now I am thinking of the song "I only have eyes for you..". I am a mess. On another note, I can't wait till I can start DJing. The party this Saturday is going to the bomb-diggity. I hope people will dance and have an awesome time. I will update you all later with the girl situation. Take care!